So, it feels like every time I write one of these I am apologising for being slack.
But this time I am actually back up & running. Call me crazy, I love the fact that I can spill myself out here & for all I know, no one will read it. I’m a cool kid, okay?
So a LOT has changed lately… Let’s update me 
Seventeen Eighteen. Brunette fading. Single, then Taken, then Single again. oh joy. University Fail. Nannying James (8 months) & Emily (3 years). Attempting University.
Hmm, that’s pretty much me.
So, time to ramble.
There’s some really intense stuff going on around my life at the moment. But the tough thing is that I actually have no say in anything. It doesn’t directly affect me. But indirectly does in a BIG way. It’s not fun. But my prayer is that Jesus will prevail and just totally vamp up where everyone is at and create new opportunities and chances for life where there is none.
Which conveniently segways into my next issue in my life. Hah. There is a situation in my life that is real important to me, but right now it feels like it is dead. Hah, like nothing I do is remedying, and I know I should just give it space but I really don’t want to. Gahh.
Oh, and just to make me feel even better about my single status, not only are a whole lot of my friends getting into relationships, but my little 14-year old sister has a boyfriend. And my brother is very, shall we say, friendly with a girl. It feels like I’m one of the few in this place of single-dom at the moment… And the frustrating thing is that I shouldn’t be here. Grrr. Stupid orange lights. Or winter seasons, or whatever silly analogy people want to use. They’re all silly cause they’re all flawed!
Hah and faith can be challenging. Faith at the moment can mean waking up every morning and choosing God. Choosing the path that HE wants, instead of the one I’d like to lay. Choosing to smile, choosing to keep going, choosing to love people. Choosing grace and forgiveness instead of judgement and bitterness. It is not easy. But faith also means that I have a relationship with the Creator of the Universe. And for that, I am literally eternally grateful.
So this blog could go many ways right now, let’s just see how things unfold…
Oh and the most important thing of this blog, is the BIG happy birthday that is late, but definitely owed to the fabulous A, who turns 19 today (slash late by the time I upload it tomorrow). A, you truly make my life special. You are beautiful, and I think that you deserve the best life out there! Don’t ever stop seeing your beauty, cause it isn’t just external, there is SO much internal beauty to you. You actually radiate fun and joy and peace and Jesus I’m stoked I get to be a part of your life!Thank you for everything you have done for meeee! You inspire me. xo
So this is Rebekah, signing off for today. But I’ll be back haha, nannying means that I get like 2 hour slots where children sleep! It is great.
