Okay, so I have to admit, I’ve been rather slack when it comes to blogging lately. Have been CRAZY busy with university and all that stuff… Met some nice people , they all are friendlies potentially…
But it is incredibly exhausting, I never realised how much it would be.. I mean technically I’m doing less work than I was at school, and this is before assignments have appeared on the horizon too badly… :$
I mean I know I will enjoy it HEAPS, or so I’ve been told, but it still kind of scares me. ALOT.
Song time 
Italics are song title and singer. All the rest is me. Don’t get confused.
“Tell me its not true” : So it turns out the guy I like likes someone else. Pretty gutted. But oh wells. I know I have to trust that God knows what he is doing, just takes a lot of trust and I never was good at handing over the reins. I guess its cause I’m stubborn. Like surely my way is best? 
Even though I know that’s not true. Sucks though when a guy fits like your whole entire list, and you just clearly don’t fit theirs –Blood Brothers the Musical.
“Can’t Keep it down” : lol so me and Leah are now making themed cds for the car. Shall be very interesting, going to make the girls guess the themes. And conveniently leave cds lying around, just to spark discussions hehe. We are bad. – FAME! The Musical
“You’ll Come” : I wrote a song i was really stoked. It excites me. haha I actually wrote two, one was a birthday present to my brother,. But he doesn’t get it yet cause he’s a tool. In the nicest way possible. Although I cant express my thoughts on the boy without resorting to heavy expletive use so I wont. The other one was a worship song, about how I’d wait forever for God, cause I know that “you’ll come, let your glory fall as you respond to us”. And even if in my life I only get one more moment with him, that’s all I need, all I could ever want, and a whole lot more than I deserve. – Brooke Fraser & Hillsong United
”That’s the way I loved you.” : You know who you are. I don’t know if you are reading this. If you care anymore. But, remember, I’ll always love you 
And I wish I could have made things work between us… But life is life and doesn’t end up how we ever expect. I hope that one day we’ll be friends. And I want that more than I want any relationship with you. Although sometimes I do “miss screaming, and fighting, and kissing in the rain, when it’s 2am and I’m cursing your name, we were so in love that we acted insane… that’s the way I loved you.” You were unpredictable at best hehe. But we were good. And I will never ever forget you. Thank you. For teaching me about myself. And about life. And letting me be a part of your life for a while. – Taylor Swift
“”Everything” : I had a really mehh day the other day, just had no motivation whatsoever. I wanted to give up on university, and just do drama. I still want to. Haha. But i will persevere. “you tell me, how could it be any better than this… “ hahahha – Lifehouse.
Anyhoooo i should leaf now and do my study like a good girl…
Who am i kidding ?
